Thank you, 2023.

Another year, another journey, another challenge for me.

I can't believe how time flies so fast.

Looking at 2023, i think i have experienced a lot of new things that i did not conquer last year. I was able to have my first international trip, had my first interracial dating, first time to participate in an international Watercolor exhibit, also had my first time to set up an Artist Alley. Those are just some of the highlights that i can remember, and to be honest, it took me courage to make those things happen as a very shy person.

But what makes me anxious right now is that, i am on my way to 30. You've heard it right. A week from now, i will end my twenties to face my thirties. The question is, am i even ready for this?

In my own standards of what success is, what i have right now is still far from what i want to achieve. There is still a place for me to learn, improve, and pursue. I understand that what i've been dreaming of doesn't happen overnight, and there are days that i really need motivation to wake up and do the atomic habits relevant to my goals. Yes, motivation does not exist everyday, just like feelings or emotions. It will just come and go.

Nevertheless, i am still thankful for what i have. I know that this journey will be full of ups and downs and that's okay. I just need to establish the purpose why i started this little journey of mine. As the saying goes "He who has a WHY to live, can bear almost any HOW". --Friedrich Nietzsche

Thank you 2023. Now I am looking forward to a better year, and hopefully with a good cup of coffee, comes a better me.☕

Take mild doses of art, even on red days.

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